just like that

so my eyes hurt from the smoke in the air and I am grumpy. Everyone else is busy and I am busy. It is Krysten's birthday and we don't have time to do anything for her. It is to the point where people aren't just busy, but they are overworked and stressed out. There are issues in the music department with the consistency with the marking for the recitals. Our perfect plan for telling people about grad stuff has been halted because of an error with the printing, adding more to the work load. People have organised a birthday party for me on friday night and I feel bad cos people are doing stuff for me... it honestly makes me stomach nauseous to think about it. Now I feel bad about vocalising that.. (i love my friends.. and thank then for that). My folks are here and I have to juggle the car. I need to get my car registered tomorrow (it is currently out of rego for a day so far). I don't know if I understand one particular friend at the moment.. and it troubles me to think that I have been misinterpreting all this time. I have a headache. I have an essay due on friday that I can't be bothered doing. I have lost (i mean, officially lost) all of my notes and preparation for that essay...have to start again.

GRRRR....

What can I do? Pray? I feel comforted, and I understand why all these things are happening.. perhaps I just need more strength. The thing is that I am almost letting things quench me. My advice to anyone reading this... please show me you love me if you do....